"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk
it took to blossom."
-Anais Nin

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

Outside Looking In



Too many thoughts racing through my inner head.  I wish I could step out of them and just naturally focus on one thing at a time.  Then easily accomplish that one thing before moving on to the next.

Those little flittery thinking's racing around in there are as follows:
  • stack of bills i must sit down to pay
  • bookmarks i need to make for 2 store orders (about 100 i want to complete)
  • cards/envelopes i want to send (5-8 of them)
  • a little gifty i've been meaning to send on to someone making goat cheese in pennsylvania
  • all. the. flowers i want to buy because it's springy springy springtime, but i can't yet because i have a stack of bills i need to pay
  • post office to go clean
  • river wherehouse to go clean..later this week
  • writing in my journal thoughts.  blank pages.  words.
  • what's for dinner?
  • what is up with my hair cowlick?
  • returnage of the library books so we can get more
  • hikes to do
  • places to go
And mind you, these are just some things.  There are quite a few more.(like laundry, plucking a couple neck hairs, a heavy thought I won't mention, another heavy thought that sits in a corner etc. etc., dusting, weeding) Maybe I'll just make my way down my mental thinking thoughts, do them, and finally at the end... go someplace.

I need a Pepsi.

note to self...
click on Zen Habits in your "inspiring me" sidebar links.
thanks!
love,
me.

1 comment:

E said...

Thank you for the little gifty you sent. Can't wait to fill it's pages with my thoughts and wishes and hopes and more!

-from the goat cheese maker in Pennsylvania.