Today

The sun is coming out. It's been chillier these past few days... and the moments of flip-flop wearin are far between the clouds. My fingers have been cold all the doo da day. Even though we have space heaters (and nary a woodstove do we ignite) I refuse (for some odd reason) to turn them on. It's supposed to be Spring for March sakes! Today Girl and I went to singing time (I call it that..others call it music makers) and I read the story to the group of mommies and toddlers. I went ... hoping that only a couple mommies would show up. (I am quite unsure of myself around other women-folk/mommy-folk at times..even though the book only had 4 pages!) It was a huge circle today. The story went fine. But I came home feeling very outa da loop. Silly moments of insecurity. Do you have these? Or am I a rare breed?

Corey is out on his first river guide of the season... "the daily"... a local river cruise. It means the time is drawing near that he will be gone for the summer...doing longer/more adventurous river trips. I feel better about this than I did the first year here. I like my alone time. I do. But I miss the man .. who is the only man .. that can wink at me just so and make my heart skip a beat.