"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk
it took to blossom."
-Anais Nin

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Homemaker-ly-ish


As a mother/homemaker, I am usually beating myself up. Why is this so? I do not understand. I could spend the whole day doing laundry, dishes, changing diapers, going grocery shopping, putting the food away, throwing away a moldy something or other, vacuuming, cleaning up under the highchair 3-4 times, cooking dinner, lighting a Pumpkin Spice candle etc. etc. But if the next morning I realize that every pair of pants that the boys' own are in the washer because I forgot to put them in the dryer (and it's 35 degrees out), then all that other stuff cancels out. Like I didn't do any of it. And then in my mind I am a horrible horrible mother. Does anyone else find themselves in this self-defeating cycle? The struggle for perfection can be very exhausting.

1 comment:

Alexandra said...

Oh Jenny..you are perfect just the way you are!