"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk
it took to blossom."
-Anais Nin

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Crap Stink Fart

What the fluff butt is going on? Today my house is in total disarray, I miss my family (they are far away..sister etc...I MISS HER!!), I have an owie on my finger (flinging the curtain aside with rather extreme force only to grace my feeng feeng on the metal part of the window), my laundry is ever-piling on my bed ("I'll get to it!"), Cedar keeps flipping from her back to her stomach then yelling when she can't flip back over, the minute I sit to do computer work...she screams as if to say.."oh no you di'nt"!, and the boys will be home from school in 1 hour..creating guilt about the disarry part. Has a whole day gone by already?? Where are my days taking me?!!!!! I'm kinda lost lately. Crap. I hate that.
Do you ever feel like you're missing yourself? Do you ever feel like you're not giddy enough? Do you ever feel like life is passing you by minute by minute and you aren't enjoying it like you should? What the farfegnugen is going on here??!!!!

6 comments:

Heidi Hyde said...

Sing it sister. Same song...only mine is sung at my desk at work. Friggin' work. Uff.

-HH

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Rachael said...

I totally do...I feel like I am constantly in a "funk" and just waiting to get out of it, or just waiting for something to happen. But what? What the F am I waiting for? In the process of waiting...I am missing out...I think...on what like SHOULD be. But again, what the heck SHOULD life be? Is this what our mothers felt like when they were raising us? Is this what LIFE is really supposed to be like, but with all the TV and Movie drama-life that we see and hear about, do we yearn for that when it just isnt real?

Miss Niss said...

sounds like me and you are having QUITE the day...hahaha, you should read my post...i just read yours AFTER i wrote mine! how crazy!!!

Miss Niss said...

YES!!! I have been taking them EVERYDAY!!! yucky poopoo

Heidi Hyde said...

Have we lost you again?? Come out come out wherever you are ;)

-HH